Nows the time universe.

My chest feels lighter
I slept better than I have in months
And woke up to a text you sent me at 2am

I missed this

I want this to continue

I don't understand where I am or what I am doing.

It still hurts so fucking much.

I don't understand why I do this. Why I go after people who don't want me.

I'm so scared about my life and the future.

I don't know what to do or where to go from here.

This was all about living my life the way I want to live it but I don't even know how I want to live my ( Read more... )

Wow.

This journal is like a bizarre time capsule. There are so many parts of my life that I've distanced myself from and blocked out. I've spent most of my life living in this weird haze where I just play human. I behave however it is that someone at whatever stage in life I'm at is supposed to.
I kind of shutter as I look back at each mask, ( Read more... )