If only the pleasures of my mind would come to fruition

I’d breathe a little easier

If I could indulge, not once, but twice

my head would be screwed on nice and tight

but it’s cold in here

the heat fizzled

from dimensions out of my control

to think of just lighting a match

not to light anything in particular

but just to the bulb on top of the stick

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why don't you exist

anymore than you did

yesterday was such a long time

ago

i'm grasping

for one more time

one more go around

before i put us all

through a sudden halt

how do i relinquish the angered beast

when in only seven seconds

my fangs are exposed

and the anger brews

like a soup about to

boil over and ruin

everyones dinner

how do i stop myself

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i wrote this note to myself on a yellow postit hours before i made my decision

I liked me better
when i didn't
give a shit.
when i just was,
with no need 
to advertise.

i miss me.

and that's what did it. i just missed me. me. me. me. me. that is so unlike how you are all about youyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyou.
the space was needed
the time was missing

siento que mi quiero deshacer
quiero romper en pedasos
come un vidrio pesado
saliendose por mis dedos

cindy c.

stomp stomp stomp
take that
Y O U
killer of hearts
Y O U
breaker of dreams
Y O U
as a carcass on a field
a lyoness slain in the neck

she said you laughed. you ugly nasty sow.

quickly, sadly, and quietly she slid

for every sun rise

for every sun fall

i drag my bones

my entire skeleton

contained within

my black souled shoes (sneakers)

ticking your clock

makes my heart stop

for eight hours

i'm dead

i'm dead

every minute, your name

engrained

in every vision

in my brain
(my brain makes)

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