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[swansofnever33]

i fell in love
with a struggle
and a push
to say no.
my heart wants
my mind stops
somehow i find a middle place

where you ended up
putting your head at night.

a gentle suicide
the death of desire

a world too big
to consider
ours.

she sits on a star
waiting her turn
to fall.

stay with me forever
until your last breath
until your last thought.

ill hold your hand, i promise
from now until always
the moment you let it go.

stay with me
until your heart grows cold
and every warmth within
you cease to be.

my heart is hard and heavy.
a mini fridge rests in my chest
as unhappy thoughts invade my mind.