Comments | susanabanana: i can't describe it

susanabanana

i can't describe it

Apr 20, 2004 01:39

i feel weird ( Read more... )

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gigglinggorgon April 20 2004, 02:45:55 UTC

*hugs*

we all get there... get lost in the past and in our own need... it passes eventually, but never in the dark.

susanabanana April 20 2004, 10:18:16 UTC

thanks so much. everytime i hear something from you i feel better inside. it really does help me. i don't know what it is. but thank you.

gigglinggorgon April 20 2004, 10:32:26 UTC

aw! you're sweet!

I don't know how you're coping at all. every time I feel weepy because Jonah and I are working seperate shifts I wonder how you're dealing at ALL with life!!!!

*hugs*

vent away :) dreaflona April 20 2004, 03:33:28 UTC

I don't think that it's people that want to give you pity but want to know how you are doing and care when you are hurting. :(
*hugs* It's good to write, it gets out what you're feeling and just lets the creative juices flow. Writing poetry is also good even if it's sad, angry or depressing.
Yes, you do.
Rock hardcore. ^_^

Re: vent away :) susanabanana April 20 2004, 09:37:08 UTC

*hugs* back!! i suck at writing. i just feel so stupid for missing something like high school. i'm only 22 and have a family allready. it wasn't how i planned it but i would never change anything. i'm in such a wierd place right now!!

and yes, i do rock hardcore!! lol

Re: vent away :) uhhello April 20 2004, 21:48:06 UTC

sweety, take it from another 22 year old with a family, its HARD!! I know where you are because trust me in some sense i have been there. granted my husband isnt away but what you are feeling is all the same to me. Everyone misses what used to be. I actually get jealous of the people i used to be. getting to go out and not have a care in the world. I would like to just take a 10 minute shower without being interrupted. Now dont get me wrong, because like you i dont regret but its a thought in the back of my mind. I love you susan and if you ever just want someone to bitch at you know i am here. Take care of yourself and those beautiful babies. Love, lisa

Re: vent away :) susanabanana April 21 2004, 15:32:01 UTC

LISA!! where have you been?? i know it's soo silly!! i start to think about how i used to look! i would kill for my body in high school. i took that shit for granted!! i know what you mean about the whole shower thing. god, i just miss the parties! you remember the parties!! shit was crazy! we didn't hang out all the time but we had the same friends pretty much. i love matt with all my heart but sometimes it would be so nice to be single again!! tell todd i said hello! i have new pictures up on my picturetrail. the username is minenotyours. do you have an email address for gabrielle or corey?? i would love to talk to him! i miss him! love ya babe! talk to you later!

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