i can't describe it

[susanabanana]

i feel weird

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vent away :)

[dreaflona]

I don't think that it's people that want to give you pity but want to know how you are doing and care when you are hurting. :(
*hugs* It's good to write, it gets out what you're feeling and just lets the creative juices flow. Writing poetry is also good even if it's sad, angry or depressing.
Yes, you do.
Rock hardcore. ^_^

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[susanabanana]

*hugs* back!! i suck at writing. i just feel so stupid for missing something like high school. i'm only 22 and have a family allready. it wasn't how i planned it but i would never change anything. i'm in such a wierd place right now!!

and yes, i do rock hardcore!! lol

Re: vent away :)

[uhhello]

sweety, take it from another 22 year old with a family, its HARD!! I know where you are because trust me in some sense i have been there. granted my husband isnt away but what you are feeling is all the same to me. Everyone misses what used to be. I actually get jealous of the people i used to be. getting to go out and not have a care in the world. I would like to just take a 10 minute shower without being interrupted. Now dont get me wrong, because like you i dont regret but its a thought in the back of my mind. I love you susan and if you ever just want someone to bitch at you know i am here. Take care of yourself and those beautiful babies. Love, lisa

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[susanabanana]

LISA!! where have you been?? i know it's soo silly!! i start to think about how i used to look! i would kill for my body in high school. i took that shit for granted!! i know what you mean about the whole shower thing. god, i just miss the parties! you remember the parties!! shit was crazy! we didn't hang out all the time but we had the same friends pretty much. i love matt with all my heart but sometimes it would be so nice to be single again!! tell todd i said hello! i have new pictures up on my picturetrail. the username is minenotyours. do you have an email address for gabrielle or corey?? i would love to talk to him! i miss him! love ya babe! talk to you later!

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[uhhello]

You know i dont have an e mail address for them . i dont even know his number. i just talk to him whenever i see him. oh my god you know who i saw the other night?? Steffani Neves. She was at a party they had at timbos. I was in shock to see her. well i hope you are feeling better and if you want to send me your e mail addy then i can give it to corey the next time i see him! take care and i will talk to you later.