Breaking someone's ribs during CPR is one of the top 10 most terrible feelings.... FYI. 

Have you ever looked at a photo and just felt like it so completely foreign. That it is a such a distant memory you wonder if it exhisted or if you just made it up in your head.

Why are some things so completly vivid... regardless of their significant and others just another second passed..

I seriously feel like i can never win. 

I don't understand why people take photographs of car accidents. It boggles my mind. it's almost sadistic if you think about it. One of the worst days of someone's life is being photographed... with no sense of respect for the victim. I ran an MVA last night - Terrible, SUV rollover, Jaws of life were used.. and people just stood there taking ( Read more... )

Half Hollow Hills just posted 2 positions... both for middle school instrumental. I just sent them all my information, and i really want an interview. This is where you come in.... keep your fingers crossed, say a prayer if you're the praying type, do a dance, sing a song.. anything that will bring me luck. I want this job terribly.. S

“When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?”

maybe tomorrow i'll write. I can't clear my mind.

I am graduating college today... and I don't quite know how to feel about it.

Just for once.... I wish i was good enough.

My ipod was stolen right off my desk today. I was recording because my cooperating teacher wasn't there (AGAIN) and I was doing a really cool lesson on improv. I recorded my 5th period class, taught 7th, then went back 8th to record my guitar class and it was gone. This is my brand new ipod my parents got me for my birthday. All of my student based ( Read more... )