It's been awhile since I have had the need to write, or express anything in my life. Things are changing for me and the main problem is that I am afraid of change. The people that I figured were the closest to me bailed out; and now I am left with the few good people left, questioning why is this town so damn doomed. It feels like ignorance, ( Read more... )

the air is never dry

as the city falls asleep
days bleeding into night.

prom was awsome
ill post pics later

i feel different from myself

i think i know why
but i dont want to admit

i feel like i am someone else
just numb

i feel numb
like i have so much emotion that it just went numb

i like things that i shouldnt

so when did best friend changed to
replacement.

cause thats what ive been.

i leave for how long for mass?

and now my prom plans are ruind ?
thanks.

I always knew you'd be like that.

once again i see the trust and love in ppl
...it equals to shit.

I hate being sober sometimes ( Read more... )

IM SICK it sucks ( Read more... )

everyday i wake up.. and its still the day after next. I dont kno what to think about it. and what i miss. im still competeing with myself. Im in a race against myself. And both of us are loosing ( Read more... )

" THIS WAS YOUR WIFE"
" THIS WAS YOUR LIFE"
"AND YOU KILLED IT WITH A KNIFE"
"YOU TOOK YOUR CHANCE"
"AND BURNED IT WITH ROMANCE"
- Klara at the age of fucking 8

my dad sat me down and read me shit I wrote when I 8

...I never realised how fucked I am.

I need help.

someone help me

please ?

I really hope your as happy as your pretending. I dont think i should go up for break anymore. I dont think anything im doing is even making sense. Maybe its the low self esteem the ex brought. But i dont think im going to find hapiness for awhile ( Read more... )

I never thought I would make it out alive ( Read more... )

YES YOU FAGS I AM ONE BIG FAKE, THE FAKEST PERSON YOULL MEET.. YOU KNOW WHAT.. FUCK YOU ( Read more... )