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it's been a long long while
there is something intensely therapeutic about listening to Bob Ross. well, of course there is. he’s got an amazing voice.
i am relaxing right now. telling myself i’ll go to the gym, sure, but still i sit here. maybe i’ll take the bus. whatev.
Jake and i just got back from San Diego yesterday. this trip coming on the heels of my release form yet ( Read more... ) -
Happy Halloween!
hello all. it is i, shaina. i've been busy, naturally, but i thought that as today *is* Halloween, and i'm still stuck at school with (almost) nothing to do, i'd give an update.
so, happy halloween!!!!!
i'm so excited--i mean really, really excited! i'm dressed up to-day: i'm Indiana Jones!!! so far i've gotten quite a few compliments on my ( Read more... ) -
there's something in the air tonight
i could lose my mind
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they call me Mellow Yellow
so. i'm going blind. well, not really--i just wear glasses now. and can i say, i love it. they'e a pain the in the ass to keep clean, and sometimes they pinch my head.
but there is something, like a boost of confidence, a.....sense of being able to get away with anything. i feel vibrant. i feel smart. i feel sexy and daring and noticed--like ( Read more... ) -
it is
it is wonderful. and i know--i'm not telling. but it is wonderful.
wishing you all some wonderful,
~Shaina
Happy 19th, Cody Allen Van Kilsdonk--we still miss you. :) Love, your big sister. -
just so i know
is today "Be-an-Asshole-to-Shaina" Day? because if it is, i missed the memo. fuckers. i hope that guy's Jeep burns.
to the world: whatever i did to you, get over it. and GREEN means GO, idiots.
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Who lived here?
What happened here ( Read more... ) -
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OK, so i feel a little more rational now. i dunno--maybe i'm incurably paranoid. i can teach myself to relax about some things, but not health issues. nothing, absolutely NOTHING scares me more than the thought of losing someone i love because i've been there, and it's so hard, you know? yeah, time goes on and you don't think about it so much, ( Read more... )
