So I never write in this thing. I was very into it in college, weird to think that college was years ago! Especially freshman year... 6 years ago, whew ( Read more... )

I am back. For whatever reason I just thought of my live journal and decided to try to write something in it. My last entry is from over a year ago. A lot of things have changed since then. Time is fickle like that ( Read more... )

I need a change. I need stability. I need hope. I need security. I need to be the balance between who I used to be and who I want to be, which is not who I am right now ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I have felt very inspired. It seems inspiration only finds its way to me when I do not have the time to appease it. Some days I wake up yearning to draw, I want it so vehemently that my eyes swell and often bring a fit of tears that I have to quickly wipe away so I can get ready to go to work at my stupid waitressing ( Read more... )

I am 22 now, as of yesterday. Pretty good day overall. the beach and good food with good friends.

I feel unmotivated lately. I keep applying to jobs and have yet to have any success. I cant even get a restaurant to hire me, let alone a job in the arts doing something interesting. Mostly, I just want to make art and I feel hindered because I have to keep searching and applying for jobs and I have my job as a researcher for the Brooklyn Museum ( Read more... )

Starting to move into the apartment tomorrow. Started both my jobs. Checking residents out of their dorms. Graduation Monday. Alumna party yesterday. SEnior critique last week. Got my grades. Almost 9 months for me and Adam. Bought curtains. Packing. I'm moving on. I'm a big girl now... for serious.

Shakira must realize how very suggestive the name of her album is....

anyway chesney and i are going to see shakira! yesssss! grad present from adam.

best present EVER!

Oh I won't deny it. You know my hips dont lie. And i am dancin to shakira!

oh yes the torture that is wanting to see shakira and not having enough $$$. I am in the fan club (yes i am that cool.) and i get first dibs on tickets but I have yet to start my job and get paid. Oh pooey. hopefully tickets are still on sale at the end of may ( Read more... )

So my senior show is up! It looks pretty.. work all framed and hung. A relief. I still have to finish some drawings for my thesis crit next week though. Oh and finish my thesis paper. And finish my printmaking and have that crit. And write a paper for women and art and get visuals for the presentation and make some kind of food to represent 3 ( Read more... )