Comments | suikascented: Starlight

suikascented

Starlight

Jan 23, 2010 00:38

I'll probably neglect the commenting like I've been doing on my latests posts, but I'd really like to hear everyone out :DV　Meme from chimericalyours and la-soffitta:

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your ( Read more... )

meme, why do i suck so much, rl, uni

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anonymous January 22 2010, 23:57:08 UTC

it really feels lonely at times when I have no one to talk to in messengers XD; looking at my friendslist, it makes me feel calmer if i see it getting updated.

good luck with your finals and please take care of your health!! :D

anonymous January 23 2010, 00:21:02 UTC

I'm scared of the future. I do what I can, I try not to think of it, but I'm afraid my university course will be a completely useless degree.

I hate how much is difficult for me to say what I think clearly, in a proper way and without be afraid of what the others could think.

I like you, you know it? But I think it's sad we don't manage to talk, not even via comments. I'd like to know you more.

anonymous January 23 2010, 00:59:08 UTC

Honestly, I shouldn't post anonymously because you will know who I am anyway (I hope!) but well let's get on with the rant or something ( ... )

anonymous January 23 2010, 08:31:57 UTC

I want to stay a kid forever. When I was a kid, I wanted to grow up and experience so much things. But now that I have, I want the simpler times. When my biggest worry was when I'll get to eat or when I'll get to play. When relationships with people weren't so complicated. But then again this is life and we need to experience both the pain and happiness.

anonymous January 23 2010, 09:54:58 UTC

You're going to know who this is right away but that's ok.

Recently, desde q te fuiste I've been feeling really lonely. It's not an overwhelming loneliness, so I couldn't quite put my finger on what exactly it was that's been bothering me but now that I think about it it must be that. I'm not sure where it's all coming from, but lately I feel like I want/need so much attention and reassurance. And I think my desperation for it is making me a bit annoying and probably just pushing people away. I wish I was like you sometimes. I don't know how you do it but you are so kind and everyone loves you. You have so many good friends. People who trust you. Everyone knows you at least a little well. I feel like a lot of my relationships are - not shallow, but not what they could be? I crave intimacy. To know that there are people who truly know and care about me? I get along with everyone but I'm not sure I have any real,close friends. Even on lj, I feel like no one wants to be my friend. They already all have their close friends and I ( ... )