Starlight

[suikascented]

I'll probably neglect the commenting like I've been doing on my latests posts, but I'd really like to hear everyone out :DV　Meme from chimericalyours and la-soffitta:

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your

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[anonymous]

Honestly, I shouldn't post anonymously because you will know who I am anyway (I hope!) but well let's get on with the rant or something.

Let's see, I hadn't pondered about this too much until you posted this meme so this is really something that just came to my mind but I've probably thought for a long time. I don't understand people's obsession with fixing 'things', by things I mean relationships, problems... it's easy to fix a missunderstanding but why trying to fix something that happened so long ago and it's impossible anyway? I live with someone who has been trying to fix a relationship for more than 4 years, she has found really fucked up ways to do this and "explanations" to put away the burden of having broken the relationship from the other person's shoulders. I felt sorry at first, because I know it must hurt. But is just annoying now, trying to ignore such an amount of stupidity at home. It isn't even that difficult to ignore it, I'm pretty cool about everything but it would be better to live somewhere where I don't have to go ignoring this kind of things, and I know whenever I move out that I'm not going to "miss" my family. Whatever that does make me.

Also, if it were posible to look through locked posts at communities and such, I would probably delete my lj. Just in case my life goes for the better at you-know-what and you-know-who even if it's a stupid dream but hey, there's always a tiny bit possibility and it might be sad to admit, but some days, some days I really think I could do it. I'm glad you don't think I'm crazy for thinking this xD