last night was one of those nights i know i can never forget. it was simple, it was real, it was fun. there was a little drinking, a little smoking, a lot of guys, a lot of  hardcore music. the crowd was a little older than im used to, which set up a kick ass atmosphere. only one person questioned my age resulting in total shock on his part. i must ( Read more... )

the isles lost the game tonight :0( CAROLINA STILL SUCKS!! at least i got to see my baby marious #21 make a beautiful assist . . just like him hehehe

i have a major need to talk things out but you don't say what needs to be said. that person is  still in your life and i hate that. yeah you heard me im getting jelous. i'm giving it a week if nothing happens by next wednsday its over. . . . .  please make something happen.

share with me, cause i need it right now

let me see your insides

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you can't have everything you want . . some good things come at a bad time and right now is a bad time. i didnt mean for this to happen.

as the clock ticks away my life, im holding on - i want to be in control

I REALLY FUCKING HATE YOU.
HATE
I HATE
HATE
REALLY HATE
HATE
FUCKING HATE

HATE
YOU.

a life more tainted than mine, would be all together false

<3 whos heart will be broken?

you always threaten the blance of our lives with you spear like words. but they are only words until excecuted, were all still here. stop choking on your words, show us what your made of.

we dont want you here anyway. leave.

have you ever noticed how some people just really dont catch a break in life? it just keeps getting worse for all of us. sooner or later the good things wont mater because of all the impact the bad are having. someone really close to me is just not having anything made easier on him. i cant stand watching him go through this pain and i really do ( Read more... )

this week has been great. going out all night and day. i got to hand out with the shit 2x which was great cause we never get to anymore! her party was great, tons and tons of laughs. we met boq!!! oo0o0oo that cutie! things have been going well which is pretty scary because i know its all going to come crashing down on me soon just like it always ( Read more... )

last night was great. got drunk. it was nice to numb up for a bit. work sucked today, made mad money tho. oh yeah happy v.d