i cant stand all this noise. im going crazy. i cant take it anymore

great weekend. had the potential to be an awsome weekend but it wasnt. things always seem to get screwed up. any-woo i made so many unforgetable memories. friday night. . girls night. . just give me liz and anna a bottle of wine each and its all good in the hood. ah i saw shreck2 on sat funny shizz ming!sunday i can even begin telling you but ( Read more... )

people are dumb :0)

last night was overly dramatic. everytime we drink with a lot of people shit always goes wrong even when we swear before we won't. im so drained. i just want a normal fun night. i don't know what to do anymore or even how to have sober fun. i can't wait until high school is over, im so sick of it. 2 more years till i can leave this place, i'm ( Read more... )

trying to write the candles for my party. each one starts with 'remember that time we got drunk' or 'one time we got high and . . ' or 'and we ran away from the cops' ugh its so depressing how every good time revolves around drugs. i need a god damn stogg.

when will it all end?

i can only deal with life one step at a time and tats what i plan on doing. things seem to be going up and down - but dont they always. what sets apart this ride from the others is how far down i really came this time and how unsure i was that i'd come out. slowly, SLOWLY, but surly things are picking up. (very nicely might i add) unfortunatly ( Read more... )

its a shame. too bad i dont care anymore.

i never thought it would hurt this bad. . . i knew it would come to this. . i'm just not good enough. . .

wishing i could rekindle a flame lost in past wind, but silence is much to powerful

i cry acid, everydrop burns a hole in my heart