I spent all day walking around in stores and the mall. I was helping my mother to find a wedding dress. She is getting married in Las Vegas. I happy for herand my soon to be be new Daddy. I love them both so much. We found a really pretty white dress with lace on and it laces up like a corset in the back, Mom look drop dead in it ( Read more... )

I just got my first tattoo tonight. It turned out awesome and what more is I drew it. Glenn said that I would like it more if I drew it and it's true. Although Zip did modify it alittle still my own design. It does feel like I have a sunburn around my ankle. I can't wait to get another one :) Took pictures of it and posted them on couple of ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I could not stop myself from crying all day. I tried really hard. I have no clue what the hell is the matter with me. I feel like I'm headed for another break down and it's going to a bad one if I don't get things straightened out. I even took a pair of scissors to myself and I have no clue why. It was like I was in a trance and when I ( Read more... )

I have nothing to take up my time, still looking for that job thing. I've left my Kenny's home and I'm really lonely. I've come back to my parents house to find that there's a putt putt green in the back yard and everyone is telling me that I belong here. I' don't really think so, I belong to where I feel comfy and I think I would feel comfy in a ( Read more... )

I haven't seen my Kennyz in a while, it's making me really sad and depressed. I wish I had the money to see him, he lives 30 miles away and it feels like a universe is between me and him. I'm really horny and I've been wanting to try new sex positions with him, but the whole not seeing him for awhile, I just want to lay down and cuddle the hell out ( Read more... )

Life is so boring. I wish I could find something to do with my time. I used to have a lot of patience but, now it's like I can't be happy doing something I like for five minutes. I was working on my pony falls and now I find the whole thing boring and difficult, before I found it fun and I was happy to be doing something new. Without a job, there's ( Read more... )

Well I went to go get this awesome dress from Hydra and it wasn't there anymore and I was pissed off. Glenn went and bought me some fake hair to make pony falls, he said that I'm artistic enough to make them myself instead of buying them. Since I didn't get what I wanted He say that he'll pay for a tattoo or buy me new work-look clothes to aide me ( Read more... )

My little brother is heading in the same direction I was in when I was his age. Rolling downhill very fast. I talk to him, let him know how it is and it seems that it does not stick. I'm afraid that it will be too late before he realizes what really needs to be done ( Read more... )

In this state of mind, things tend to go bad. Morbid thoughts fill my mind making bleak music for the soul. I've tried and tried again, why is it that I end up losing everything? I'm still jobless and I'm doubting my family. This is going to be the worst x-mas ever, I have no money to buy my loved ones things. Plus my loves one don't have the money ( Read more... )