I have decided to do what I wanted to do, the car show! I am really nervous but I wanted to attend this event. So, even with out concent from my boyfriend I went ahead and left his house to just do this thing, I really with Rauqui could come too it would be like a reunion. Oh well, hopefully she can visit or something. I miss her and I am worried ( Read more... )

Hey I am back after what a year or two? I am now going to college and kind of excited i guess the whole freedom part of it is nice but the not feeling like I fit in at my college sucks. Seeing as my brother also attends that school and he has to be just perfect and smart and everything I am not and not that I am not proud of him it's just hard to ( Read more... )

As my school year wraps its self up, I have had alot of thoughts and memories flow through my mind.Most of the memories seem to come to me as hurtful and unenjoyable. I spent most of this year crying my heart out. I felt like a complete baby, this entire year. Sometimes you wish you didn't cry, but I find myself wondering why that is? Is it due to ( Read more... )

It wasn't meant for me this school thing.I hate it here in Hawaii. I want to get out of high school, wait for my sister and go to England. It's getting easier to let go of certain people and harder to forget others, I deserve to have my dreams come true. && maybe the reason I get burned so much was meant to be because I wasn't meant to get attached ( Read more... )

I don't know where to go tonight. Punaho Carnival or Metal Fest. ---. Frickin A. There are good and bad to each one. Punaho Carnival is fun but expensive and I am scared of most of the rides. Metal Fest my friends band's are playing && I didn't get to go in the last time, (Drinking Problems, we will leave it at that). But, all the fricken "scene," ( Read more... )

I am prolonging my test make up for 2nd quater with my alg1 teacher. I hope she still lets me do it ( Read more... )

Basically, I am passing.

Science- I think so if I make up tests etc.
History- Yepp.
Humanities- Hopefully.
Alg 1- I should she is giving me an extension.
English- Yep.
French- Yep.

=) Life is sweet.

I am almost unstressed. Once I finish making up tests/quizes for math.
Once I know I am fersure passing Alg1,Science,Humanities. I will be g.
<3 I ( Read more... )

SO the process of getting my grades up is getting there.

-Science (working on it)
-History (now B/C)
-Humanities (Probably a D or C)
-Math (working on it)
-English (Probably a C)
-French (A)

I just want passing Grades I don't care how bad they are.Hphh--. Lists help me so I should list what needs to be done to pass ( Read more... )

---. Homework, what else do I have to say? It bothers me, its bothers my friends, it bothers my mom and teacher that I don't do it. Soo, the big question. "Why have homework anyways--?!" I knowx2. I sound like a ditz that is just to lazy to care about anything other than my hair, nails, clothes, and livejournal, but infact that is very untrue. I am ( Read more... )

So, it's been a while >.< I have been under enormous stress &&& I feel like I can't handle anything. I hoppp--e, everything gets better it's my fault though. I don't do my homework I cut school everyone gets mad at me and I hurt myself by lying to myself that people really do care. Gahhh, I just hope things get better or I shall literally pass out ( Read more... )