I am so empty.... I dont know what to do... what to think.... anything.

All I can say is I am an idiot....... and I really am sorry.

Hey, im still alive. I forgot I had one of these things. Dang.

I'm still alive. I'm trying to buy a house. Anyone got a few thousand dollars I could borrow?? haha.

Mark and I are doing great. I dont think I could be happier.

People talk too much.

MAAAAAAAN!! I am an idiot sometimes.

What I want I can't have. What I want to want and should want, I don't. What I could have, I don't want.

...This sucks...

I should just be happy with the way things are. I mean.... I am happy about that. Maybe I'm selfish and I just want more.

I need to go shopping now.

Some people really need to grow up!! Seriously. Its so stupid. Get a life....really. I hate it when people have nothing better to do then make fun of other people.... expecally if they dont know them. It probably is because they are jealous... or stupid. In this case probably both. Whatever... I know who the better person is ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just want to give up. It seems like nothings going to change. But for some reason I can't because I know how its supposed to be.

Pretty much my world is upside down right now. But im not gonna let it get me down. This summer is going to be great no mater what.

How do you tell someone you miss them even though you dont think they will care?? Why does this world have to be such a confusing place?? Why do we do stupid things? I hate the way I feel right now. I wish I had someone to run to and have them hold me while I cry. I screw up alot. and that sucks.

Everyone always says things happen for a reason. This is true. But why are we so stubborn to believe it. It would just make life so much easier if we did. There's so much to life that we dont have time to sit around and be sad about something so stupid and that wasnt worth your time anyways. I'm glad that I have realized that I am better then ( Read more... )