Chaos is bubbling out of me like rain fucking raindrops bursting out of storm sewers swallowing storefronts

My day was fucked up yesterday, but amazing.
It consisted of:
1. A yoga class at 10 am
2. Smoking bowls in the sun
3. Bellydancing
4. Ladies night at the hotsprings
5. Incredible sex

EPIC!
Could I be any more hedonistic? I think not. Yay college.

The sun wove a string in Her throat ( Read more... )

Spring has begun to seep in. Long barges of mist drift laconically through iradescent green, brown, blue, purple hills. Noah and I still have our strange, electric spiritual bond, some strange platonic flair. He has so much spirit and magic in his coutenance that I find myself easily hypnotized and externally identified. (silly ( Read more... )

You play your magic tune
On your sweet golden loom
I find a way to count the time
Between the nonesense and the rhyme
I must contain
I must restrain
The shadow of your flame
Is sunlight on the brain

Where do you go
When you have no home
Sleeping in the loam
Fighting 'way the gloam

How elegant stress is ( Read more... )

While holding me, he told me native american folktales about the dead and combed his hands through his hair, which I suspected was the secret of his power. He placed a fingertip between my eyebrows, and I felt a shadow of his strength play over me. When night came, I listened to his heart until it slowed to sleep, and I cut his violet hair off.

Traveled down the 101 on a whim. On my way to San Francisco, I hitchiked for the first time. I spent the past few days with Joel in Arcata. We were very affectionate and made love, held each other like children. He told me he wrote a paper about how casual sex in college is immoral because of the male/female power imbalance. I told him he was ( Read more... )

Heat fills up the room ( Read more... )

Like all the other seasons winter has intoxicated and colored me. Snow on the hills and soup mist fog at night, it coddles and whispers to me, calls me to the dying and sleeping. The gray shadow of rain swims in my body and crystalizes me.