a dead rabbit means "my husband knows, get out of town"

If you want others to be happy, practice compassion.
If you want to be happy, practice compassion

What she doesnt know wont kill you ( Read more... )

i break every promise i make to myself.

i guess thats better than breaking promises i make to other people.

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i can't focus anymore. i have no idea what the hell im doing anymore. im learning more than ever, but not at the same time. i feel like im being tugged between two extremes and i dont know what the hell to do ( Read more... )

i really don't want to do anything anymore. i hate not actual having friends. i want to quit both my jobs and never leave my house. my stomach is in a knot. all those people. all the lies that come out of my mouth.


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i feel so selfish. i've been so ungrateful.

this social anxiety crap needs to end. i spent all of work praying that no one would come in so i wouldnt have to greet them. all i have to say is two fucking sentences to them. it shouldn't be this difficult. why i can't ever let my gaurd down escapes me. what am i so afraid of ( Read more... )

If you will die for me,
I will die for you
and our graves will be like two lovers washing
their clothes together
in a laundromat
If you will bring the soap
I will bring the bleach.

-Richard Brautigan