today i went to mike's house. i met his grandmother. i didn't do any of my homework. oh well. i didn't expect to anyways. and a few days ago i called bobby. and he has yet to call me back. oh well, i didn't expect him to anyways.

ME + ALEX + MIKE + GRETCHEN + CORPSE BRIDE ( Read more... )

i just wanted to update this, cause it's been a while. mmmmhmmm. ok, now i'm done... i'll write more later. ♥ pCe oUt nUkKaZ

i just wanted to update this, cause it's been a while. mmmmhmmm. ok, now i'm done... i'll write more later. ♥ pCe oUt nUkKaZ

so at about eight this morning i got a collect phone call from doc. i didn't press nine. :)

i hung out with tom freddy gretchen mike jess felicia and chrysta today. i'm going on vacation tommorrow until tuesday. PLEASE-- call me CONSTANTLY... i'm gonna be SO FREAKING BORED!!

i have a new myspace layout, and two new pics <33 ( Read more... )

tom randomly showed up at my door, then i hung out with him and freddy and mike. then joe came. then we went back to their house, then me and mike went to vals, then we came back and i hung out with gretchen. joe was gone by then, and jon was there. i went home from gretchens. then i came online for a while, then kevin called me and i talked to him ( Read more... )

yep so i definitely discovered today that pretending you have your tongue pierced to see your parents's reaction is BAD. VERY BAD. DON'T TRY IT.

i went to hampton with mike tom freddy gretchen and joe. it was awesome. <3 ( Read more... )

wow. just, wow. i've definitely had the wrong impressions of my "friends" for a while now. they ditched me and gretchen about a bazillion times in the past three days. i know i'm not spectacular or anything, but they all saw me walking back to my house and didn't say anything. whatever. i'd rather be by myself than with people that don't want me ( Read more... )

hmm. so i love when friends turn into grimeballs. i also love it when this conversation between me and my mom happens ( Read more... )

i'm not this ruthless, feelingless fuck that people make me out to be. even my own family thinks i'm carved out of stone. i'm fucking sick of hating myself when i shouldn't, and i'm fucking sick of forgiving everyone so fucking easily and then pinning all of the blame on me and then be told i take no responsibility for anything i do. fuck this shit ( Read more... )