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yay, half day of school! woot ( Read more... )

omg guys! i got my nipples pierced! yeah! woot! Alex did them for me, it was cool. the second one hurt a hell of a lot worse then the first, it wasnt even the needle that hurt, it was the clamp. holy bitch, did that hurt ( Read more... )

today Drew and I have been going out a week, pretty cool huh? yeah man. its been one long fucking week, or was it just me?

i can't take a shower tonite, my dad put up a new shower, so instead of having a curtain we have glass doors. SEE THROUGH glass doors. interesting? i think so..

hmm..today was interesting ( Read more... )

hm last night was interesting lol. well, after that whole thing last night, Erin and Jackie stopped by. yeah i love those girls. we had nothing to do cuz Uncle Joe ( Drew's 23 year old uncle ) never called us back, so we walked from my house to Sam's house, which took like, 45 minutes haha. we got there and Drew and Sam had taken a shower together ( Read more... )

well i fucked up again, but whats new? well, i talked to Shauns friend Jodie which is his dad's exgirlfriend. they were really close and he used to tell her a lot of stuff so i thought it would be okay for her to know about shaun and she asked if i thought she should tell his dad, and i said i didnt know, well he found out, told all the rest of the ( Read more... )

yesterday was actually a pretty good day. i went to school, i didnt swim though, Mr. Syswerda was being an asshole about it, i told him i had a lot going on in my life right now, and then i told him about Shaun, and Chrissy and i went down to my counciller and talked about it. its the same thing everyone has been telling me, its not your fault. but ( Read more... )

I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

what are things going to be like when Shaun comes home? will he even ever want to talk or see me again? i'm so depressed..i cried for hours after i got off the phone with his mom last night and then i started throwing up. i couldn't stop crying either. my dad doesn't understand, and i really don't expect him too. i just kinda want him to sit there ( Read more... )