...patrick and i r ganna try..yes jamie...i know i said its not ganna happen...well it sorda has...i was standing outside in the poaring rain screamin at him and how it was not my fault that i havn't moved on from rob and that it wasn't holdin me back and how it was his fault cuz he doesn't approve anyone i like...and then he grabbed me and he ( Read more... )

So today is Valentines day. As alone as i thought i would feel...i dont...this morning i woke up to a call from my best friend who had a blue box and a bunch of heart balloons..he made sure he found me through out the day and reminded me he loved me..it def made this day alot easier...as many of u know this is the first valentines day i am not in ( Read more... )

So last Wend. when I updated was pretty much the start of my deep and depressed week.Lol. Thursday school was normal as always. That night I had dance and we ended up having to run our dance for 2 hours straight. We cleaned out piece and after about 6 fights, we got through it. Friday I had dance. My new pointe shoes are amazin. Jamies shoes were ( Read more... )

So today i kinda figured alot out...love is not always going to come easy and work out well...thats what makes the relationships fun...ive also figured out i am in love with love...i have never fully been in love..because being in love means having to give yourself freely to someone without holding anything back, anytime i have said i love you, i ( Read more... )

OK so what has to be the BIGGEST news of the year...i got new flip flops...yes everyone..i put my old ones away...and went out and bought another pair...HA..if you dont know or havn't seen my flip flops...ill explain...i walk on my heels (which is really bad for dance) but whatever shoes i wear the back of the shoes always gets warn down really ( Read more... )

So, I'll talk about whateveryone wants to know about first. Rob. After thinking about it, and thinkin about whats really good for me, i decided me going back to him could quite possibly be the biggest mistake i could ever make right now. I have way to much going in my life right now to be with someone who has nothing. It doesn't seem to bother him ( Read more... )

So, I know anyone who reads this thing knows what happened with a certin person. Things were takin outa hand, and really it never should have gotten to be this big of a deal. It is simply drama, and i HATE it.It doesn't need to be talked about anymore, and hopefully she will just leave me alone. So quick update on my life right now. My ex of a year ( Read more... )

"the eskimos have about 300 words for the word snow, we have created about twice that many for relationships. But, the more words we invent, the harder it is to define. In a world where you date without sex, skrew without dating, and still remain friends with all of them in the end. What really defines a relationship" Sex in the City (Season 4 ( Read more... )

Lol. So Today sucked. Not for any real reason, it just seems to kinda repeat.Its like that movie ground hog day, i wake up every morning hearing the same thing, seeing the same people, and doing the same activites. Nothing changes, no second chances, just same thing. I didn't have dance today, so i decided it would be a good day to clean my room ( Read more... )

Dance is now a constant. Its like my life revolves around getting to and from dance. But, on the good side, BOYS! Lol. So theres one (i am not using names cuz i dont want ppl knowin who i am talkin about)who been around for a while now, he really REALLY knows how to get to me...not always in a good way, i dont think i can be with this person for ( Read more... )