Just not sure..
Dance is now a constant. Its like my life revolves around getting to and from dance. But, on the good side, BOYS! Lol. So theres one (i am not using names cuz i dont want ppl knowin who i am talkin about)who been around for a while now, he really REALLY knows how to get to me...not always in a good way, i dont think i can be with this person for strage reasons, then theres another "new" guy, he seems to be pretty much my type, if there is such a thing as type, then theres THE PERFECT GUY he amazes me every time we talk, its like i found the perfect man, but theres one thing in the way of us being together, someone else. Then i had an old guy come back into my life, someone i have tried and tried so hard to push away, but always seems to find a way to get back to me..its like he knows me well enough to know what to say to get me..but i dont wanna get hurt agian..so i want to run away from that..at this point though guys are not really coming into the clear picture...unless its someone who really understands me,ive been lookin way too many years..and i think i am now at the givin up point...dance tonight was good..it was hip hop...we pretty much goofed around..the dance is pretty much bullcrap...a few turns and we r ready to go..lol only 23 or somethin more days on this 40 days thing..alot of ppl think its insane...it has actually taught me a few things..maybe i can analyze those another day...ik alot of ppl are going through nasty crap...especially someone really close to me..all i can say is hunny i love you more then anything and uk i will always be here if u want to talk..everyone else have a wonderful week..and remember WEAR A RAINCOAT!! (right hunter I LOVE YA KID) lol
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