I fixed things with Dennis. Everything is great now :) Spring break is over and I didnt even get to do anything fun but ohh well... I will do something fun this weekend then. I am still going to the dorms in the fall and that just makes me happy. I am glad to finally be getting out of my house even if it is just dorms. Hopefully after all the dorm ( Read more... )

So far my spring break has sucked beyond all means. The other night, I was going to go chill with Sterling but Dennis calls and starts shit. We drove across town to get him and he said to go away. He broke my heart I wanted to marry him I was so stupid. I dont deserve love. Later that night, my throat started to bleed. I went to the er and waited 4 ( Read more... )

I put my deposit for the dorms today. Maybe once I move into there I will be happier. That is what I am hoping. I need to change my life style this is the first step to doing that. I dont like who I am right now and I dont like the things that I have been doing. Some of those things are just not good at all and some of those things could have ( Read more... )

I am not exactly the happiest person right now. Partly because I just got out of math class and I cant stand that man. He is a fucking ASS HOLE and I hope I don't have him next semester. The stress of just the world is starting to take its toll on me. Midterms are bad, school is just not going right. Things at my parents house just get worse and ( Read more... )

I got two wisdom teeth taken out yesterday. I don't hurt as much as I thought I would. But yesterday I had 2 valium, 6 numbing shots, 4 motrin, and a pain pill. So I slept last night like I have never slept before. It was great, except for the fact that I have icky gauze in my mouth. I am on a soft diet... so mashed potatoes here I come. Other than ( Read more... )

I have not updated in a while... then again nothing really has happened in a while. Dennis came back to town! YAY! <3 That made me happy and he has a car now so yea I have been hanging out with him alot lately. :) That makes me happy. But then again dad is home STILL I really dont know when he is going to leave but he is getting on my nerves... ( Read more... )

Ok peoples I am really really really really really pissed off ( Read more... )

Once again I am at school bored out of my mind. I go to math in a bit but I dont want to go. I dont what to put up with more of that guy. UGH! He is soooooooooo annoying. I dont like math teacher guy. My mom is going to LA! YAY! I dont have to deal with psycho for a while... But I am going to have to deal with my grandma :( that is no fun for me. I ( Read more... )

Today is my cousins birthday so that means going to my grandmas house. I think I had a panic attack while there. It was soo bad I wanted to walk home. I couldn't breathe my heart was racing and my hands were shaking I couldnt do anything. So I went outside and called Sterling. My mom is mad at me now and I don't think she is going to talk to me for ( Read more... )

Fighting with my mom sucks ( Read more... )