i happened to open up a 1.5" gash in my foot and it has suffered excruciating pain as for right now though i dont feel an ounce of pain whatsoever ( Read more... )

I avoid all confrontation even without myself just to not get my hopes up and everyword is terribly, beautifully generic and everytime i wish it's the same PC thing and it's designed so that i can think everything i want to without confirming anything and i wont let myself start or even think of starting to like someone exclusively... insead i line ( Read more... )

guess what. today is the 11 and taking back sunday's new album comes out in 16 days. normally you would say ( Read more... )

it hasn't been that long, since we drank to the sunset until it was gone. and down with it went our pain and fear as we slowly broke contact more and more with every beer, and we passed out in eachothers arms, both admiting we'd never felt better, never felt so warm, but awoke in eachothers eyes, without wearing a stich of clothing, we were both ( Read more... )

originally it's a competition to see who does better in their continued exploits.

now it hurts me to think of how we've both turned out,
and all i want tos ay is she really is doing better than me.

and i find in times like these that i am entirely engrossed in what might happen and who might care what they might say. but the touch is all i want. and i know in the end of everything it's what i dont do that i regret more than what i do do ( Read more... )

times when i forget ( Read more... )

if looks could really kill then my proffesion would be starring ( Read more... )

yet it seems to me that somehow everytime i go for a walk. i'm still alone. i'm not a creature that's made to be that way, i make myself that way. it's how it has to be because i cant make myself any other way. i really wish i was able to talk to people sometimes. i wish i was able to say all the things that i want to say sometimes ( Read more... )

i'm sinking like a stone in the sea ( Read more... )