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yet it seems to me that somehow everytime i go for a walk. i'm still alone. i'm not a creature that's made to be that way, i make myself that way. it's how it has to be because i cant make myself any other way. i really wish i was able to talk to people sometimes. i wish i was able to say all the things that i want to say sometimes.
i just want to call anyone and not feel awkward about it. i just want to call anyone and say everything that i've wanted to say to them ever and not worry about them being scared or feeling over burdened.
what did you mean when you said "i think i like you too much to dance with you"
what did you mean when you said "i still want to be your friend, your best friend"
what do you mean?
and the only thing that keeps any of you near me is the fact that i remain silent. it's the fact that i can keep my mystery that intrigues the ones that mean anything to me, or give me hope that my life is not on standby.
everynight i walk alone and think of why it is that their are so few people to call.. and everytime i call anyone they have something else to do.
i'm ignoring you guys i'm ignoring all of you guys and i'm an ass and my life is going way to slow... i'm almost afraid of the summer because it's coming to fast and i can't open my mouth to tell you all who i want to spend my summer with.
it's not who you think... it's not who i know.
i just want to call anyone and not feel awkward about it. i just want to call anyone and say everything that i've wanted to say to them ever and not worry about them being scared or feeling over burdened.
what did you mean when you said "i think i like you too much to dance with you"
what did you mean when you said "i still want to be your friend, your best friend"
what do you mean?
and the only thing that keeps any of you near me is the fact that i remain silent. it's the fact that i can keep my mystery that intrigues the ones that mean anything to me, or give me hope that my life is not on standby.
everynight i walk alone and think of why it is that their are so few people to call.. and everytime i call anyone they have something else to do.
i'm ignoring you guys i'm ignoring all of you guys and i'm an ass and my life is going way to slow... i'm almost afraid of the summer because it's coming to fast and i can't open my mouth to tell you all who i want to spend my summer with.
it's not who you think... it's not who i know.