I know I don't belong here.It's coming to me now.I know no one gives a shit.No one would even know if I was gone.If I died right now no one would know.They would just go on with their lives.If they did know,I'd give it a week and they'd be fine.It wouldn't take long for people to get over me.My heart is throbing.Pain is rushing through my veins. ( Read more... )

There is no more reason to smile anymore ( Read more... )

I know some of you may not like what I am going to be putting here but I don't care ( Read more... )

Today.Well it was an O.K. day.I mean it was the last day of the week.Tommmorow is Turkey day(for the retards that don't know what turkey day is,Thanksgiving)!I never have good days.I don't know why.I mean I came home today,I felt ok.But I just came to thinking and I really felt horrible.I felt like everything needed to end.Like I needed to say ( Read more... )

Yeah Hi.Haven't had the time to update this.So...about me...Well life sucks.My uncle is in the hospital.I really hope things are going to be ok with him.I don't know what to do with myself.I want to get drunk so badly but I'm not going to.I also want to O.D. but I am not going to do that either.Things at school,could be better.Yeah.I don't know ( Read more... )

I've reached the point in my life where I realized.Everythin is shit.Life isn't going to get better.It all is going to get worse.If I couldn't fix it then,what makes anyone think I could fix myself now.I can't.No one can.Its like nothing different will happen to me.It's always going to be the same.The same feelings.The same thoughts.The same dreams ( Read more... )

Well I have realized something.Nothing in my life seems to get better.I think horrible thoughts.I dream sad dreams.This life of mine is just going down hill.Nothing seems to get better.I mean does it really matter?I mean come on.Would anyone care if I ended it all?Does anyone know the pain I go through each and every single day of my life?Does ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what I'm on this earth to do.Who am I?Am I worth saving?Will life get better?I just don't know anymore.I know I'm nothing.I will never amount to anything.Its like everday that goes by.I just get worse.My heart keeps tearing.I feel there is no fixing all of this.No one can see my pain.I did everything I could to show my pain.No one ( Read more... )

Well lets see.Homecoming was this past saterday.I had a date. Her name was Katie,She ditched me at the dance.Just stared at me and walked away.Didn't say hi.So fuck her.She is such a fucking bitch!I tried to make the best of the rest of the night but of course I couldn't.So I was stuck feeling like shit and wanting to go up to her and fucking ( Read more... )

How could you say you know me?Do you know the troubles I've seen.All the pain I go through everyday.Do you know when I wake up all I feel is regrets.All I feel is misery.All I do is think of what the future has in store for me.Probably nothing.I am nothing.Everything about me is broken.My soul,my life,my love,and my sanity.I am just hoping one ( Read more... )