Somewhere out there
I know I don't belong here.It's coming to me now.I know no one gives a shit.No one would even know if I was gone.If I died right now no one would know.They would just go on with their lives.If they did know,I'd give it a week and they'd be fine.It wouldn't take long for people to get over me.My heart is throbing.Pain is rushing through my veins.Nothing in my life has gotten any better.I wish I knew what to do.But I don't.It doesn't matter.Nothing matters anymore.I am nothing.I am just a piece of shit nothing!My dreams suck,they keep getting worse.I was in study,I fell asleep and I dreamt of me driving and I just wasn't paying attention.I crashed into a tree,went out the windsheild,and smash!Right into the tree.I watched myself die!Sad huh?I don't know what to do with myself.I am getting worse.I just want to die.Right here,right now.But its not going to happen.I am just going to be stuck with all this pain.Great huh?Thought so.
I wish I knew what to do.I wish a lot of stuff I noticed.No one cares though.None of these wishes will come true.I won't break this scilence I am holding.I am just keeping it there.I am trying to get more sleep,but I can't.And if I do its in school.I just want to give up on everything.Lay on the floor,crying,not moving.It seems to be the only thing I would be good at.So why not?Well I guess this is it.
Comment if you want.Don't care if you bitch cause its what you're good at!!!
I wish I knew what to do.I wish a lot of stuff I noticed.No one cares though.None of these wishes will come true.I won't break this scilence I am holding.I am just keeping it there.I am trying to get more sleep,but I can't.And if I do its in school.I just want to give up on everything.Lay on the floor,crying,not moving.It seems to be the only thing I would be good at.So why not?Well I guess this is it.
Comment if you want.Don't care if you bitch cause its what you're good at!!!