God...
Well lets see.Homecoming was this past saterday.I had a date. Her name was Katie,She ditched me at the dance.Just stared at me and walked away.Didn't say hi.So fuck her.She is such a fucking bitch!I tried to make the best of the rest of the night but of course I couldn't.So I was stuck feeling like shit and wanting to go up to her and fucking cussing her out.Ok thats for that!
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I really love Melysa.I wish she knew this.I mean,she thinks I don't.But I really do.Yes,I have said I like someone else.But I really love her.I always think of the good times I had with her.She made me happy.She made me so fucking happy I can't explain it.It was just there.I smiled all the time.I felt alive!I always think how it all just ended.Now I know she doesn't want me back.She wants my best friend.But I understand because she loves him.I can't stop that.I would never want to.So I mean I guess I just got to find a way to get over this.I know it isn't going to happen with a simple snap.I know it.I just really care about her.I miss being able to hold her in my arms in my room.Watching movies.Going for walks to the park.I remember when we walked to the park and we sat on this bench.This father and his little son came over and he asked if he could pet my dog.I was like,"Yeah sure."It was so fucking cute.It made me smile to see the little boy laughing and peting my dog.Just looking at Melysa seeing her smile.It made me happy.But I mean no one can see that I just wish things could go back that way.I want to break the promise I made to myself.This girl was everything to me.Her laugh,her smile,her eyes,it all just made me happy.But I've realized,I'm not going to get her back.I am just stuck here wishing it everynight.But it doesn't work.
Well I guess I am done with this!Comment if you want.Bitch if you want cause it doesn't fucking matter!
New topic:
I really love Melysa.I wish she knew this.I mean,she thinks I don't.But I really do.Yes,I have said I like someone else.But I really love her.I always think of the good times I had with her.She made me happy.She made me so fucking happy I can't explain it.It was just there.I smiled all the time.I felt alive!I always think how it all just ended.Now I know she doesn't want me back.She wants my best friend.But I understand because she loves him.I can't stop that.I would never want to.So I mean I guess I just got to find a way to get over this.I know it isn't going to happen with a simple snap.I know it.I just really care about her.I miss being able to hold her in my arms in my room.Watching movies.Going for walks to the park.I remember when we walked to the park and we sat on this bench.This father and his little son came over and he asked if he could pet my dog.I was like,"Yeah sure."It was so fucking cute.It made me smile to see the little boy laughing and peting my dog.Just looking at Melysa seeing her smile.It made me happy.But I mean no one can see that I just wish things could go back that way.I want to break the promise I made to myself.This girl was everything to me.Her laugh,her smile,her eyes,it all just made me happy.But I've realized,I'm not going to get her back.I am just stuck here wishing it everynight.But it doesn't work.
Well I guess I am done with this!Comment if you want.Bitch if you want cause it doesn't fucking matter!