i wish i could never see you again. you're just one in a string of people i can never love and who don't want me to, anyhow.

this won't be read anyway, so it doesn't matter to say it.

i hate this dependency, this terrible hopefulness that will come to nothing, and i hate you. all of you. stop lying to me ( Read more... )

if there is anything that confounds me more than html, i have yet to find it.

(though physics could come in a close second)

went out with suanne and jade today - it was a quiet affair, and i think we were a bit stoned, but still...it's nice to get together with people who you can trust implicitly. at least for my part. :)

and meme! (because i'm too lazy to summarize the non-horrendous but non-terrific blocks), which was ganked from yinkae1. List 10 things you want to ( Read more... )

so I think I got rapped on the knuckles by my junior for this boring blog layout. point taken, darling - it's just that my html is rather terrible.

that and the fact that i'm much too wishywashy and wouldn't be able to decide what to put as a main layout pic. (and putting oasis and franz ferdinand and suede and jonathan rhys meyers together on ( Read more... )

yesterday i started crying before i went to sleep and my mum asked why and i truly didn't know what to say.

i just want to turn the switch off the world.

I would like to leave this city ( Read more... )

that's the title of a very quiet, very beautiful Kings of Convenience song. I haven't listened to them in a long time; I've been trying my best to listen to music that's as loud as possible. to block out noise, maybe. I guess it's just one of those days - there's something just beneath the surface, not enough to make me dissolve in tears but too ( Read more... )

so this is j2 - and unsurprisingly, it has been a wild ride even so far. i need to blow the dust off my lj; there's so many things that have happened. but my listings are always boring. perhaps because they're for me only. either that or it's because i'm rather drained from the long day ( Read more... )

i had to answer that nagging perfectionist voice in me, which is the only reason why i've just finished up the second last of my commitments (only counting those due tomorrow) now ( Read more... )

I was going to blog about my Bangkok trip, but I got distracted by this...anyway, honestly it was mainly four days of gratuitous shopping and eating and watching mtv (repeat and alternate) and I am now in love with Edison Chen et al's MTV Whatever Things, because it is so stupid and irreverent it has to be some form of genius ( Read more... )