ganked
went out with suanne and jade today - it was a quiet affair, and i think we were a bit stoned, but still...it's nice to get together with people who you can trust implicitly. at least for my part. :)
and meme! (because i'm too lazy to summarize the non-horrendous but non-terrific blocks), which was ganked from yinkae.
1. List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will
2. Don't say who they are
1. i'm fond of you, really i am, in a platonic way. i wish we could care enough though to talk more. but it's you, and it's me, so perhaps that's only wishful thinking. but strangely, i don't feel any sort of resentment.
2. i think i like you. but i really don't know. what do you think of me?
3. i don't know what to do with you. i don't know if you're telling the truth. and i'm the sort of person who's crippled without the truth, or at least some semblance of it. so in the end i can't even look at you and listen to you and not feel like a liar myself.
4. i want to be your friend. i don't know if i talk too much. but i wish i knew how to tell you i'm here.
5. you're one of the best people i know. thank you, for everything.
6. go away. disappear.
7. sometimes being around you makes me feel so helpless.
8. sometimes i look at you and feel so amused. but you've made me feel welcome in company i felt so alien in, so thanks.
9. i hope you know what you're doing. don't blow up in this year, cos i'm selfish and i don't want to see the aftermath for myself
10. maybe one day we'll both stop being so unable to commit in so many aspects.
and meme! (because i'm too lazy to summarize the non-horrendous but non-terrific blocks), which was ganked from yinkae.
1. List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will
2. Don't say who they are
1. i'm fond of you, really i am, in a platonic way. i wish we could care enough though to talk more. but it's you, and it's me, so perhaps that's only wishful thinking. but strangely, i don't feel any sort of resentment.
2. i think i like you. but i really don't know. what do you think of me?
3. i don't know what to do with you. i don't know if you're telling the truth. and i'm the sort of person who's crippled without the truth, or at least some semblance of it. so in the end i can't even look at you and listen to you and not feel like a liar myself.
4. i want to be your friend. i don't know if i talk too much. but i wish i knew how to tell you i'm here.
5. you're one of the best people i know. thank you, for everything.
6. go away. disappear.
7. sometimes being around you makes me feel so helpless.
8. sometimes i look at you and feel so amused. but you've made me feel welcome in company i felt so alien in, so thanks.
9. i hope you know what you're doing. don't blow up in this year, cos i'm selfish and i don't want to see the aftermath for myself
10. maybe one day we'll both stop being so unable to commit in so many aspects.