whenever i look back at my old entries i realize how stupid i was about everything. i sound like a fucking wussy. a lot of things have changed in the past few months. i'm no longer working at pac sun and i got a job at target. this friday i'm selling my drums. the silver sparkle ones that i've had for almost 3 years!? i'm gonna miss them but this ( Read more... )

this is such a rough time in my life. somehow i always seem to fuck everything up. but i don't think anyone really understands... not even the one person who should. this isn't easy for me at all. i just want one thing. but its gonna take so much time and so much of my energy. i'm so stressed out. but this is what i want. more than anything. i wish ( Read more... )

i just got home today from our two week tour with the wedding and the evan anthem. it was amazing. i love the wedding. those kids are so awesome. they fucking rock. and we all became really close with the evan anthem. we had so much fun with them. we got drunk with them a few times. brian did some two dollar bets which were sooo funny. we started ( Read more... )

i got some more tattooed today! it turned out so awesome. its rad yo. and i saw kim today... i went to visit her at work. and we were talking about my van sliding in the ice. and for some reason we couldn't stop laughing. we're awesome. i hope it doesnt snow this weekend. saturday i want to see erica. and i want to see the evan anthem. so if it ( Read more... )

friday night i went to see the communists. justin, sean, casey, ben, tommy, tyler, and jacob are in it. it was amazing...


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we had another amazing weekend. we played a show in ellicott city and there was a really good turnout. and erica was there! then saturday we played in coopersburg PA with el toro. there were a ton of kids there and we played an amazing show. and we got to see rick! i haven't seen him in like a year. and i <3 erica.

el toro!

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i had one of the most amazing nights ever. we played really fuckin good tonight. and then we got to see the progress. and it was amazing. after the show i hung out with justin stafford, danny from italy, jimmy, beth, and lauryntron. we had so much fun! <333333333333


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so today is christmas. its been really nice. i got the 5 best cds ever. he is legend, the chariot, showbread, the killers, and codeseven. and i got some awesome clothes. and some money... which will definitely help since my van broke last week. my dad is coming home tomorrow. its gonna be kinda weird. i haven't seen him since july! so i was at my ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while... but anyways... i'm going out with erica now! and i cut my hair!

i went back to work this week. we have walkie talkies and everyone has a codename. and my codename is twiggy. i've been listening to the new jimmy eat world and engine down all week. i think the new jimmy eat world is possibly the best cd ever. but at the moment i'm rocking out to he is legend. haha. you know what is gay. we got offered to play ( Read more... )