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this is such a rough time in my life. somehow i always seem to fuck everything up. but i don't think anyone really understands... not even the one person who should. this isn't easy for me at all. i just want one thing. but its gonna take so much time and so much of my energy. i'm so stressed out. but this is what i want. more than anything. i wish you knew how hard this was for me. but i'm not giving up.