We had our ups and downs, but I always thought that's just how we were. How silly of me to think that. I look back over the years and realize all the mistakes I made - errors in judgment, caring too much, caring too little, pushing you away. I can see now how someone could easily step in and sweep you off your feet. I was blinded by my own stubborn ( Read more... )

... actually made my cry. I've heard this song a thousand times, but tonight I heard it.

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... what it feels like to love someone so deeply that nothing they do can make you stop loving them. I know what it is to love someone so much that you'll give anything just to be with them. And I know what it is to love someone that doesn't love you back in the same way. I know what it feels like to see that the person you love the most wants ( Read more... )

...the people out there, why did I get stuck with the one who refuses consistency at all costs? Why is it I get the one who can't stand to be without a significant other but doesn't want to do what's necessary to maintain a relationship? What is it about me that attracts these people that love to drop me when the next best thing swings in? Why can' ( Read more... )

... love me when the best you can do is use me for what I have? How do your lips form the words over which wars have been fought, when all that you do is look me up when there's no one else around? If you loved me, you would make a way to at least spend a whole day with me, not these sparse and random specks of your time in transition waiting those ( Read more... )

... there was nothing, and I was alone. Then when everything seemed hopeless, when all doors were shutting up, out of nothing the beautiful light materialized. And I enjoyed the light for as long as I could, but the light needed to shine in places where I could not follow. I struggled, I begged, I pleaded, and I fought for the light to stay with me ( Read more... )

... in Linux. Saw this:

$ whatis life

life: nothing appropriate

And people say Gates is taking us to Hell... Proof positive that no operating system is perfect :)

... an update. Let's see... Have I been doing anything lately ( Read more... )

... and a heavy heart do not a happy soul make. On so many levels, for so many reasons, this week has been one for the records - good and bad, bad more so - and I am really starting to second-guess many of the decisions I've made. Sometimes I get the feeling that I don't say "no" enough, that I care too much about what others would call " ( Read more... )

This is an abstraction of what I'm really thinking and feeling right now (or at least the start of it). I apologize if none of this makes sense, I need to express some things I really can't just "say," and thus I'm drawing an image, so to speak ( Read more... )