dear neighbors who left their clothes in the washers and dryers (there are two of each) for three hours ( Read more... )

I haven't worked for two days and the lack of structure in my life is driving me crazy. I feel reckless and restless.

A week ago I signed student loan papers for a significant amount of money. By the time I'm done with school I will have enough student loans to have paid for a house. I have been extremely terrified about getting in that kind of debt, but as soon as I signed the paperwork, something swept over me. I can do anything, I really can. I will be ( Read more... )

Everything they ever say to you is true. It's imperative that you listen, that you learn.


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Last night, I feel like I fell into my subconscious and struggled through, like walking in mud that is as thick as I was tall. A battle was waged as I slept. I woke up feeling like I had reached the other side, a transition had occurred. A change that I can't identify but I know has happened. It was exactly the feeling in Murakami's writings, I ( Read more... )

fuck

It is as if Murakami can read my soul and writes about it without knowing me. Maybe that's why he's so popular, because he writes for many people. For now, I'll enjoy being trapped in my own little hunk of metal orbiting something larger than myself, enjoying those who are with me now hoping to cross paths with others.

How those closest to you can look at you and see the person they assume you are, who happens to be the opposite of who you are. Take for example my wonderful step-brother. He was teasing me about always coming over and eating dinner with them, and told me that there wasn't any dinner for me that night. I laughed and told him that's ok because ( Read more... )

All winter we got carried away ( Read more... )

I beginning to wonder if women need an enemy in order to be happy in this world. Have we been fighters for so long that we create situations in our lives to keep having to overcome. For example, my office is happiest when we all hate one person, as soon as that person leaves all hell breaks loose ( Read more... )