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Last night, I feel like I fell into my subconscious and struggled through, like walking in mud that is as thick as I was tall. A battle was waged as I slept. I woke up feeling like I had reached the other side, a transition had occurred. A change that I can't identify but I know has happened. It was exactly the feeling in Murakami's writings, I hate to keep coming back to him, but that's what I felt. Something has changed, I just hope I came out on the right side of things.