so here is how i am feeling -

guilty
relieved
guilty about feeling relieved
sad, etc

i never know what i want.
so i guess because of that it is better that i am alone.

it has been a weird summer.

why do my feelings towards everything in my life change on a daily basis?!!?!?! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

you know, i really hate whoever it is that lives above and next door to my dorm ( Read more... )

also, i had a dream that mal died but came back to life or some shit, and she, her mom, and i went bike riding around my old house on akard. part of it involved being in a modified form of my garage at home - i was about to walk into a room in the garage because i heard someone moving around in there, but wesley texted me and woke me up right when ( Read more... )

sew. this semester has been going very well so far, i like my schedule, i've gotten to be better friends with a lot of cool girls, and russell and i haven't been fighting or anything. it's really fun always having wesley and alex to hang out with too. weswes is one of the nicest/coolest people i've ever gotten to know. i miss my shreveport homies ( Read more... )

wesley: mom, can i have a cigarette?
alex: yes baby.

had a dream that i met oprah.....alex texted me and interrupted it. boo.

the weather in new orleans has been great the past few days.

recent dreams i have had ( Read more... )

well, i just love college. yay

i cannot express how sad i am at this moment. i never thought it was going to be so hard to leave shreveport, but it is. AND I HAVEN'T EVEN MOVED YET!

:( :( :( :(

"Love you, fuck you, bye." -Russell