It's all coming so close to the end and all I want to do is stay up all night and drink wine and wander around at night and listen to people play music and laugh and cry and dance and sing.

Sleep feels like such a waste of time lately.

Life is good. Really good ( Read more... )

New Year's Eve was fun fun fun. Much better than years past. I met some fun people and got to watch fireworks to ring in the new year. I made some regrettable drunk texts but I'm sure they can be easily forgotten. I'm ready for a brand new year with brand new experiences and brand new things to learn. I'm ready for some major changes. I'm ( Read more... )

Main Entry: charming
Part of Speech: adjective
Definition: captivating
Synonyms: absorbing, alluring, amiable, appealing, attractive, bewitching, charismatic, choice, cute, dainty, delectable, delicate, delightful, desirable, electrifying, elegant, enamoring, engaging, engrossing, enthralling, entrancing, eye-catching, fascinating, fetching, ( Read more... )

I've been in an indescribable funk for quite some time now. I've been taking too many long naps and shutting myself up in my room because I can't handle being around the people that are supposed to be my friends. I don't have the energy for much of anything, and I feel like all of the energy that I do have is being used up on studying. And I ( Read more... )

I really, really just want to be home right now. I have no idea why, but for some reason I'm horribly homesick. And I never get homesick ( Read more... )

Lately my life has consisted of too much studying and too much procrastinating at the same time, finding out I may possibly get hired at Java, feeling consistently second-rate while hanging out with Melissa because she's always the pretty friend in our group, trying to help a friend make the right decision about his relationship and then giving up ( Read more... )

All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day, put the pieces back together my way.

I just read the article about Alisha in the OVN and it made me sadder than ever. I feel weird because I hadn't talked to her in about 3 years, but it's just so sad and unfair.

Guh.

I just found out that Alisha Elrod died in a car accident.

I don't even know how to feel about it. She lived around the corner from me for years growing up and we used to do lemonade sales on the corner of the street and play with our dolls outside even though we were 11 and considered too old.

This is a really, really weird feeling.