By a thread.
I've been in an indescribable funk for quite some time now. I've been taking too many long naps and shutting myself up in my room because I can't handle being around the people that are supposed to be my friends. I don't have the energy for much of anything, and I feel like all of the energy that I do have is being used up on studying. And I still feel like I'm not even doing that well.
I want my cat, my mom, my sister, my friends, Ojai, Christmas and the Christmas Eve party, love, warmth, and most of all, familiarity. Everything here feels so weird and disconnected.
I just need to get through these next couple weeks, do decently on my finals, and go home and recharge. Recuperate. Recover. Renew.
I want my cat, my mom, my sister, my friends, Ojai, Christmas and the Christmas Eve party, love, warmth, and most of all, familiarity. Everything here feels so weird and disconnected.
I just need to get through these next couple weeks, do decently on my finals, and go home and recharge. Recuperate. Recover. Renew.