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hi, livejournal.
was thinking about posting something a little more substantial, but it's late and i have work in the morning. the ambien isn't working as well as i want it to, but i think i need to do my part (that is, lie in bed) before it does its part (put me to sleep). last night, i fell asleep on the couch. it's too warm for that to happen ( Read more... ) -
note to self
jose:
when you feel like shit, think about what you can be posting on http://cutegirlsandjhericurls.tumblr.com/ and do that. you usually tend to feel less crap when you do. -
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been sick for the past 3-4 days. to make sure it wasn't a case of the flu (or rather, to make sure i can get the antibiotics needed if it was the flu) i went to the doctor yesterday. i'm thinking it's not the flu since i didn't get a call back on my throat culture, so that's good. means i just have a cold and that i need to rest, drink fluids, don' ( Read more... ) -
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i don't even know if these really count as "resolutions" in the traditional sense, but i'm calling them my resolutions for 2013 ( Read more... ) -
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shit i wish people didn't tell me #802,018
"how's your love life? you deserve a good woman. you deserve to be happy." -
today's coping mechanism
i have to verbally remind myself today that to expect anything the least bit intelligible from my boss is to jump into a ferrari speeding on an empty carpool lane to a city of infinite sadness.
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liberals not from the hood talkin' fake hood slang makes me want to vomit.
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optimism
one blessing to recognize
is that i have a job that allows me
one day each month
to leave a few hours early
so that i can meet with a shrink
and get a prescription for
the drugs i need to cope with my job. -
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this past friday, i had my first panic attack in a crowd. different from my first one. this one felt more like nausea followed by dizziness, feeling like i was gonna pass out, followed by a cold sweat and feeling very tired - fearful that it'd happen again that evening. ended up not taking xanax because before the panic attack, i was coming off ( Read more... )