most of all, i'm scared of being scared to leave next year, and missing out on so so much as a result of deciding to stay.

lately i've been becoming more and more terrified of everything in the future. i'm scared of my meet against mohawk tomorrow. i'm scared of not being able to run. i'm scared of being able to run but doing horribly. i'm scared of how bad the rest of the season could be. i'm scared of sat's and acts and ap exams. i'm scared to finish this year. i'm ( Read more... )

It's the End of the Year As We Know It ( Read more... )

soooooo
tomorrow is my road test. and (assuming that i don't fail), i will have my license for the rest of vacation. but all you fuckers will be in virginia or europe

f you

nicole and i will have to have all the fun by ourselves :D

<3 you all
(but i <3 nicole a little bit more)

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so the weather has been gorgeous lately. i've actually been running. i did almost 5 miles the other day. it felt sooo good. track is starting soon. i haven't decided yet how i feel about track this year. it's coming up soon tho. i think this season is gonna be a good one for me ( Read more... )

i have a valentine
and his name is pj
:D

and i just got off the phone with him, and i think there really is something between us. and i love it.

he's kind of amazing.

is it possible that i actually had a good valentine's day?
yes i think it is.

the day started off great by me sleeping in an hour later than usual, and then not having to take the bus to school. i was greeted at school by awesome friends with super cool cards and candy. then i went off to history, where me and rach were sitting behind jody. he got a ( Read more... )

tomorrow is valentine's day ( Read more... )

( ohhh man )