Is it just a label? Cause really, I don't know anymore.  I'm never good enough for you... ( Read more... )

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Summer is no fun anymore. Nothing is the same, I miss how it used to be...no fighting, no yelling, no crying, no sleepless nights...I wish I could change things, erase the bad-- i hate this...

This week has been amazing.  I have never had so much fun in my life.  Freiday Drew and Nicole flew in from Nebraska and we hung out all night.  One saturday Chelsi, Drew, Nicole, and I went down to Citywalk at 5 and then we went to the Rascal Flatts concert at 8:15 at Gibson Ampitheater in Citywalk.  That was the most amazing thing I have ever ( Read more... )

I'm in San Clemente with Jeff, Billy, and Mychala right now! We are having an awesome time and I am pretty sad we have to leave so soon. Jeff's house is BIG and his backyard is GORGEOUS.  Yesterday we hiked up a hill, then we came home and had pizza for dinner, went swimming, and roasted marshmallows in the fire pit. Today billy and jeff made ( Read more... )

I don't understand how everything can happen so suddenly. One day everything is going perfect, but the next my life is twisted upside down.  The things I am against are not within my grasp,  I have no power left to redeem these hardships and I have no answer but to let it be. I just don't get it....how all of a sudden life is worse than ever...

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I have no reason to smile
No hope for these lonely tears
As I lay upon this broken path
Leading to my future.

They stand ahead, together and apart
But I am here, no passion in these eys...
For all of it has gone
And all of me is drifting by.

They stare into my eyes
And yet there is nothing to see
The soul,the life, the heart
All is dead inside of me.

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It's been a long time since I updated..but I don't have much to say.

Things have been really hectic lately...but I finally got my puppy!! yeah! His name is Petey and he is the cutest thing ever...

_thats all_

Love and faith be at my side
Through these jouneys..here I lay
Hoping that your golden eyes
Are lighting this path by which I walk
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