~friday: played varsity, we won.
~today: doubleheader- lost to camarillo, beat el segundo.

*i'm standing here, alone in the rain
clouds keep on rolling, i keep on waiting
as though a lost memory has come
i don't know who i am anymore
they've brushed away my heart and soul
taken all there is to love
i don't remember who i was yesterday
that girl who stood ( Read more... )

Winding past the faded trees
The dimming sunlight,
Drifting summer breeze..
I fall to my knees.

These tears--they drench this floor
These hands--they stain the road
This burn--it wrips through ever part of my heart

All of this
just to gain your love...
but what has come i will never know

For with this weapon the red just drips
Filling my heart and showing ( Read more... )

Went Christmas shopping today. Bought the Usher cd, got Jamba Juice, and my dad bought me an EASTON TRISHELL. ♥
Unfolding these wings, these tears just roll down
My tear stiped-face spinning around
I try to think clear, only one comes to mind
I search through my soul with nothing to find

Fill the emptiness inside my heart of glass
Wishing these sad ( Read more... )

Today i went shopping with my mom. I got Chelsi the best *sisters* gift ever, just have to buy Mitch something.(that could be a challenge) ♥ ♥

~I love our Friday rituals Sam and Corinna...(slap_fang_ambassadors of pain)

worst thanksgiving ever. i got sick last night, was worse this morning. i didn't eat hardly anything at dinner. got told by this girl in front of a bunch of people that i am ugly and that she didn't like my shirt. my family made fun of me all day. i cried for a long time.

i hate being alone. thats it.

HaPpY bIrThDaY mItCh ( Read more... )

I can't believe it had to end this way.
I tried so hard, yet unable to stay,
By broken dreams and shattered skies
                               All fall to me here below.

I cannot tell you whether its wrong or right,
Just know this: I struggle through every night,
Knowing my chances, the person i could have become
                               But they ( Read more... )

Friday: babysat, went to the football game for like the 4th quarter

Saturday: babysat, didn't get home until 2:00 am..no joke

Sunday: Crush tryouts, made the 16's team... i don't know what i'm going to do, i can't decide whether I am going to play for Pacific or Crush

omg, my mom is driving me crazy she won't leave me alone, and constantly yells ( Read more... )