I went to lindsays tonight and we had margaritas. it was fun being all girls. we played games and drank and smoked. ebony came and we had fun for a little while and she left! she was supposed to come back but she didnt. oh well ( Read more... )

So I am not pregnant as far as i know. At least the test says im not.

My mother has breast cancer again. I cant believe this shit! Does god hate me or something? I just want to close my eyes and not wake up.

I am sorry to you Ebony. I treasure our friendship but i have been informed that I am a terrible person. I feel like i dont deserve to have anyone around me ever again. Someone has made me feel so little that i even question if i am in fact a human being. As he put it i am a grain of sand. sand doesnt have friends and it is often washed away by the ( Read more... )

I have decided that I dont want any friends except Steph, Audrey, and Jessica. I want to keep it close knit so i can be sure that i have only good positive people around me that i dont have to worry about fucking me over. I am tierd of looking around me and over my shoulder, wondering, are they going to be here tomarrow? Because most of them arnt.

To Nick, you fucking loser ( Read more... )

Still no period. im going to buy a test today.

So i went to AOA's show tonight and they played my song! isohappy! so i gots a lot of stuff on my mind and it sucks cuz i really dont want to talk to anyone about it. i am just leaving it there to burn a whole in me ( Read more... )

I feel good. I knew that i would!

So i went to school and after i hung out with heather. her step dad, john told me about the atkins diet and that hed lost over 16 pounds and i have tried it before and could only stick to it for 4 days. in those 4 days i lost 7 pounds so i am going to try it again starting tomarrow. and my uncle says that if i loose 20 pounds by the 4th of july he ( Read more... )

As of now, starting at midnight on May 18, 2004, I, Simone Natasha Cohen am giving up guys. I am only hanging out with my awsome girlfriends. I have no guy friends(unless they are gay) and when i go out I am going to never look or worry about guys and have a good time with my friends ( Read more... )