Drunk Again
So i went to AOA's show tonight and they played my song! isohappy! so i gots a lot of stuff on my mind and it sucks cuz i really dont want to talk to anyone about it. i am just leaving it there to burn a whole in me.
I could be pregnant and i will see tomarrow and i havnt told anyone yet because i want to make sure. so i shouldnt have been drinking these last two days. whatever no one cares what i do about it. nick wants nothing to do with me so whats another abortion? he certainly wont give a fuck. hes too busy getting high and flunking out of school. If i am pregnant and choose to keep it, he'll never get to see it. he is way to irresponsible and he walks through life high! I bearly trust him with my dog, but i have no choice with that one. AGAGGGAGGGGGHHHH. i dont want to think about this anymore. hopefully i get my period tomarrow.
I hate life.
I could be pregnant and i will see tomarrow and i havnt told anyone yet because i want to make sure. so i shouldnt have been drinking these last two days. whatever no one cares what i do about it. nick wants nothing to do with me so whats another abortion? he certainly wont give a fuck. hes too busy getting high and flunking out of school. If i am pregnant and choose to keep it, he'll never get to see it. he is way to irresponsible and he walks through life high! I bearly trust him with my dog, but i have no choice with that one. AGAGGGAGGGGGHHHH. i dont want to think about this anymore. hopefully i get my period tomarrow.
I hate life.