I feel so fucking invisible. Ever since I gained all this weight, I feel horribly insecure about myself, as if I wasn't insecure enough as it is before. I feel like guys never notice me and they pick anyone and any other option over giving me a chance. Even my own mother told me I'll only find a guy when I lose weight, which didn't help my self- ( Read more... )

I always imagined in my mind's eye all of my past boyfriends or interests dead under a shallow lake, unreachable and past hope since our relationships together are all past hope ( Read more... )

One of the worst feelings in the world is to desire something so much and live with the possibility of never being able to have it.

I was browsing through my friends' list on MySpace and saw a wedding picture of this girl who used to go to FIU kissing her husband. It was such a pretty picture and her caption said "Kiss for a Lifetime." It made me ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I wish I could live through all of my now past experiences and be able to remember them without a twinge of shame, or embarrassment, or regret over what was lost.

My family, Chris and I ran into Ivan at Best Buy not too long ago. I didn't see him or try to look at him, I just took my family's word for it that he was there and that he saw ( Read more... )