nicholas james conley and i hit the four month mark on april 3, 2006.

yay for us.

i love him so so much, and he means the world to me.

i'll be miserable in chicago without him.

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i also start my new second job today.

and i get to go to FL with nick's family june 15-26.

i'll be on a beach for my bday, how fucking amazing is that?

im thinking about deleting this journal ( Read more... )

when i recently told one of the people who i had thought was a good friend of mine that i was sick of dealing with his moodiness and meanness and that i hated him and never wanted him to be my friend again, i meant it and i felt so relieved afterwards. lately, i've begun to realize how blind i was and how much of a joke that friendship was. he ( Read more... )

ok so its already december 16.
i missed school today because i can't handle stress.
i hate when people get mad at me for no reason.
and if i don't get stuff figured out for next year soon,
im going to end up having a mental breakdown.

... just to let you know.

today was a veryyy long, stressful day ( Read more... )

my friend mitch the other day called me a psycho after reading this journal ( Read more... )

ok so i just got grounded for two weeks for a few pointless reasons ( Read more... )

ok so at the moment im suffering from a lil insomnia and i just got done with a lot of unnecessary crying.. so since im still up i figured i'd add some random shit in here ( Read more... )

ok so i figured today that if i saw the guy that i still like, that i would just walk right past him in the hallway and not even look at him, since thats what he's been doing to me. so this morning i passed him 3 times, and that was even before homeroom started. i just walked right past him each time, eyes focusing on anything other than him, and ( Read more... )

mkayyyyy first off ( Read more... )