I am dating my best friend. The weird thing about it is how not weird it is. Its funny because everyone has told me you will end up marrying this guy. And you always marry your best friend. But I didn't hear it until recently. Well maybe I did, but I didn't truly listen. But so far it has been great. Another weird thing about it is he said ( Read more... )

I am so confused. Last Monday I spent the night there, and he made me breakfast. Then Wednesday night he doesn’t answer my calls or texts (I was really drunk and he said something went down at home). Thursday he tells me why he didn’t answer and gives me a hug. But doesn’t answer my text later that day. I think texting is the devil. DEVIL. ( Read more... )

I texted him on Friday night to meet me at Cooney’s, he never responded. Then I texted him again saying he should answer my drunken texts because he might get some ass that night. I am not allowed to take my phone out anymore. I made a complete fool of myself doing that. I do not understand him. On Wednesday he was saying he liked me a lot and ( Read more... )

He wrote his number on my arm on Monday. I sent him a text giving my number and that now it was his turn to make a move. I saw him again on Wednesday at Cooney’s. When I walked into Cooneys I saw him in line at the atm. He grabbed me and gave me a kiss! Then I went with Kim to get pizza. All my girls were dancing and I was dancing with some ( Read more... )

Saw him at the beach Friday and at toss. Both were from a distance. I kept myself from talking to him because I cannot do the chasing. I saw him at the beach today, he came up said “you never gave me your number” and we had a short convo. Then he said are you going to the harp tonight and I said yeah he said see ya there. He never showed up. ( Read more... )

Byron Bay--Cheeky Monkeys met a cute British boy, Marcus (18 years old). I don’t know how it happened but I came out of the bathroom to find Kim dancing with some guy so I was dancing with myself then all of a sudden dancing with a cute boy! We kissed a bunch and danced the night away. He walked me home even though he didn’t want to and couldn’t ( Read more... )

Sick. Sick. Sick.
Overly Obsessive.
Awkward as Hell.
Too shy for Words.
Round Everywhere.
Not pure enough.
Not fun enough.
Prude all around.
Seen as snobby.
Seen as stupid.
Good for one night.
Over analytical.
Depression is Life.
Such a bore.
Very plain.
Easily Annoyed.
It saddens me.

Done with boys. There is not one particular reason why. Maybe its because if the guy I have a crush on. Maybe its because of guys in the past. Maybe its because I see the asshole guys and how they treat my friends. Maybe its because I even see asshole guys in the movies, they pretend to be nice and suave but in reality they are just the same ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really think I have a grasp on what is going on, then it all goes crazy. Another crazy Sunday night which lead to nothing but me feeling like crap. One night stands are not what I want ( Read more... )

Second week at the Harp in a row and Kim and I met some boys. She got on the first bus home; I went on the second one with Mick (second year living in self-catered). He was really cute but kind of weird. Well he asked to use my bathroom and after that we started kissing. He really wanted to stay the night but I wouldn’t let him because I had an ( Read more... )