my story is subject to change ( Read more... )

so freedom you beg ( Read more... )

ok so maybe i need to talk ( Read more... )

i stare at this blank page.. it begs me to write.. right. its my hands. my fingers. laccking in teh way of mvoement. words. sentences. and things ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't understand my own soul.. Oh heart where do you lead me, and how foolish your ways. Playful out nature is sure.. But how drained my yearning, how undone how wasted the fire behind the beat, beat , beat agin ill answer your door. Knock knock knock. Do you hear or feel or know.. But your such a happy person they say... But that's the ( Read more... )

I'm not trying to be a downer but I can't stand being in my own skin right now.. Not because I dislike myself in fact I'm quite find of who I am as a person but I can't stand how I feel constantly I can't stand how I'm treated constantly how is it the only have decent ppl I know I never see. And where the fuck is my karma ( Read more... )

i dont even really know how much i can write, im not really angry, im tired. im tired of trying, im tired of fighting for things i cant have, or fighting for things i can, im tired of the fact that my whole life has always been a stupid fight, and id like to rest now. id like to go on andnot care and do whatever i want, and not fall in love, or ( Read more... )

i just ( Read more... )

I saw Dave today and the Dali lama I couldn't help but wanna call you and leave a message with him singing or send you pics of the Dali lama in an su hat.. But I guess that's all fucked over stupid shit.. It's too bad but I am putting it on the record your the one I thought of today cuz I thought you'd appreciate it .. One day when you become at ( Read more... )

i dont hate who ive become, because i am better now than i ever was, i am stronger, louder, more at ease with who i am. i know i will continue to grow, and to move forward. and i am wiser still. i have finally left my past behind me, there are so many colors in the lights i see now, whats ahead of me can only be good, and better, than anything i ( Read more... )