damnit i dont know what the fuck to do.. it seems that all i do is wrong.. or it has been for the past week.. i hate being depressed because i know when i am i do fuckin stupid shit to my self.. and i dont want to mess my life up.. i feel like i have just screwed everything up between me and aaron.. i guess i tried to hard to have him.. because now ( Read more... )

okay.. so yesterday i wasnt feeling good and i felt like i was going to throw up.. and so i told my mom.. and now she thinks im pregnant!.. mmmk.. so i have gotten a lot of lectures about this before and everything.. and they are starting again.. cant someone just feel sick with out being pregnant!? anyways.. tonight i went to the choir concert.. ( Read more... )

well im very happy about today.. it is the 7th of December.. which means that me and Aaron have been together for 4 months!.. eee! that makes me happy.. but im also very depressed because i havent really seen much of Aaron.. the last time that we acually spent a lot of time toghether was last Thursday.. its almost been a week.. i mean i know this ( Read more... )

please dont ask about the last update.. if i tell you then your special.. but if i dont then please dont ask..

i am so sorry to every one.. i cant beleive what i did tonight.. i never thought i would do it again.. i have gone for about 4 months with out doing it.. and i did it again.. i promised so many people.. and of coarse i screwed up again.. i cant even trust myself with a promise.. i hope that all my friends can and will forgive me.. i didnt really ( Read more... )

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.

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well this is how my last few days have gone..

Thursday.. my cousinz got here at about 4:00'a.m. then i went back to sleep.. got up about 10'ish.. and helped my mom and aunt cook food.. then about 3:30'ish me and my brother went to the skatepark and he rode around and i just sat in the car.. and then we went and picked up aaron.. then we all came ( Read more... )

Name: Hollande
Nicknames you have and Had: Holly, Sparkles, Bob, BBB, Hawly, Babe.. i got more but i dont wanna say them
College Plans: UT
Birthday: September 15
Birthplace: Abilene, TX
Horoscope Sign: Virgo
Siblings: Corey, Angela, Chris, Jamie, Lisa... in laws: Skinny, Christina, Bob
Parents: Pam and Greg
Friends: Mini(lindsey), Styk(brittany), Twigg( ( Read more... )

  scratch that last update i made..

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