well... my weekend was an absolute disaster.. but  yesterday and today were awesome.. me and aaron didnt fight once.. and i acually feel like i am where i am suppose to be.. i love him with everything i have.. XOXO

wow.. now havent i had just the absolute perfect week.. gawd i swear.. i get almost over with one depression and another hits me right in the back.. this is never going to end.. i just want to be a perfect person with no problems.. or at least not huge ones like these.. gawd i just cant be undepressed for a second.. because im always worrying about ( Read more... )

gawd!.. sometimes i dont know why people have such but frikin mouths.. they need to stay out of other peoples buisness.. if i wanted you to know then i would have told you myself.. i just dont understand how all this stuff can happen in a matter of a few months.. gawd.. i hate frikin gosip and rumors and everything else.. if its not true then dont ( Read more... )

okay.. so i havent really writtin in here in a while.. but yeah.. things are going a little better.. at least so far.. and i'll find out in about 2 or 3 weeks for sure if everything is good or bad... but heyy.. what happens happens.. even if it could ruin my life.. ooh well... any ways.. till later days.. bye

XOXO*Aaron

<3 holly

i have had a pretty bad weekend..friday i went home with aly,lindsey,and aaren..then later that night.. brittany came over to aly's house.. and marcelino and lauren came and picked us up from there.. we went to petsmart,target, and wal*mart.. and every thing was going good till we went over to laurens house.. and me, lindsey, brittany, and aly just ( Read more... )

okay.. so today i had like a major major break down in 4th period.. it was really random.. but yeah.. im not gonna go into details.. i was just thinkin about some stuff that has happened and all this other drama crap.. but yeah..

so.. on friday i had my party.. and lindsey stewart, brittany rogers, aaren walker, staci, drew, and alyssa were the only ones that stayed the whole time.. because kate, lindsey gardner and brittany moreno went home like 30 min after they got there... i dont acually know why the real reason was.. but they did.. but yeah.. we had a really really fun ( Read more... )

alright.. so today me and lindsey thought out the babies furture names..

hers are: Kenlie Faye and Landen Blaze

mine are: Kenzie Nicole and Jaden Nile

^^^hehe i think there cute.. haha but i still have to talk it over with someone!.. hehe October 2, 2005...

for the first time in 5days.. im acually in a happy cheery mood

so today lupie was burried.. :( its so sad.. i'm definitly gonna miss him alot alot alot.. he was the best dog someone could ever have.. but i guess every dog owner says that about their dog.. but i am really gonna miss him.. its so different without him sleepin next to my pillow every night..

my new years sucked.. my dog lucky attacked lupie.. and lupie died.. i dont know what to do.. i dont think i have ever been so upset and cried so much.. i just wish this was a dream and that i would wake up from it.. but its not.. he's gone.. and i'm neve going to get him back..